has lost about 30 pounds now 0_0
A picture perfect attempt at a quick and painless death came and meant so much more then all the rest
I need to. It’s that simple. When I’m sad and alone and absolutely no distractions are available, it’s all I have. A pill, a plant, a blade, a drink. Any one of the four stop tears. They stop rage, they stop outbursts and they stop the feeling of uttermost worthlessness. I need the four fundamentals to survive. I need the punishment. I need the distraction. I need the release.