Here's one thing about self harm, that people don't realize. We never wanted it to get this far. Think about it, we didn't grow up saying we were gonna spend our teenage years cutting our own skin. We never asked for it. But one day we decided to try it, one day the blades just sounded great. We got stuck in a vicious cycle of cutting and pain. They don't understand it. But? Here's the thing, we don't want to keep cutting, but we can't seem to stop. Staying clean is hard. Possible, but hard.